My little own self

[Bill V.]

I decided not to do the coffee grinder gift
I hate to have to back out. Honestly however
I don't think its a concern to anyone involved.

Funny thing about betting money at the track -or online -
Doc told me this many times and its all over the follow up
Its a lonely place.
To be really good your "friends" will act different when you win
Think they will be happy for you ? They really will not.
Funny thing when I mentioned the $72.00 horse
mostly all I got was disinterest and avoidance

My life is changing I have recently moved. I gave away or sold or put into storage most of my "stuff" I went out and brought new clothes I eat out
(healthy good food) and treasure the goodie bags from mom and dad. I just settled some issues with my accountant and that burden is finally over , I have moved into a beautiful new furnished room
With a real nice dad and son as my landlords. I find more peace in reading
the follow up and working on my first book and just reading between races
Racing and learning and sharing with true friends who truly want to better them selfs. thats what it about for me This is my talent I want to be a master at the races
I need peace with myself
Now each person has there own view of friends. I am very thankful for the lessons i learn from winners here
I know what winners do and what non winners want

Thanks
hope all your rides home are happy ones

Bill