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So much
I feel that just saying I'm going to win is cool
But I think that the true thing that Doc wants is that we overcome the fear of a loss The thinking in some of our heads that says This is wrong
I can't really win because all horse players lose
I fight many battles in my private life
With out friends and family I could not do well at all trying to
bet races Until I can get much better at thinking in the child and little professor I am not ready
Sitting in the cone of silence at the library the other day I
slammed my hand on the table after checking a race
that I had just bet The anger I showed made me take a little break
Why was I so angry!
I need to work on my ability to accept losses
Yes.... But I need to be able to a know that overall my ability
and the methodology will get me to that place
Thats my goal to win just enough to make extra money and
get that winning feeling to carry me out of a troubled mind
Thanks
Bill
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